Sunday already

I have made it to Sunday. Already it is Sunday after my surgery and I am contemplating whether or not to go back to work tomorrow. I am feeling okay but would definitely have to take things slow. My little also came home today and it is going to be hard to not be able to pick her up or play around with her like I usually do.

I am grateful for all of those that helped out- my little who went with her dad while I was laid up after surgery. And my parents who took me to the hospital, waited and then took me home to their house only to take over their room while I recovered for a few days before coming back home. It was strange coming home to an empty house only to realize there was no one there to take care of me. Not that I need someone at my beckon call but it is always nice to feel cared for and as though someone cares.

After a surgery getting back into the normal routine is hard. This is going to be tough as I realize that I need to slow down. I cannot lift anything too heavy or push myself too fast. If I do, I basically undo everything that was just done.

Ugh.... patience.... Ugh just waiting to see the plan that is laid out before me.... Ugh