Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Blah

Yeah, pretty sure that sums up my mood lately. Just BLAH. Everything just seems to be coming to a head at this moment. Things should be great. I am on a break from school, I am not working for the summer, I am able to spend time with my kiddo. but for some reason things do not seem so great. Maybe it is because my parents are moving? I love that they are... I am so happy for them and that they are able to have this amazing opportunity. I just never realized how great I had it and how spoiled I was when I could just ask my parents to take my little for the evening. This is all going to change now and will affect me much more than I ever before realized.

Also I think I never really processed through the crap. I was so busy before that I just never took the time to realize what happened in my life. Sure I will be fine but the nasty feeling of having to work through it kind of sucks.

I will be fine and I will work through the change that is coming but it will be a transition. All the change at the same time may be just a little too overwhelming for me I guess.